Sundaram’s project was initially inspired by her own complex definition of home and a self-portrait she created during her first year at Holy Cross.
“I was really thinking about home, and the fact that my family's from different places, and the sense of home was never just one thing for me,” said Sundaram, who grew up in Concord, Massachusetts. Her mother is from Poland; her father’s family is Indian and he spent his early childhood in Sri Lanka. Aside from her parents, all of her family lives outside the U.S. “It always felt really layered and multifaceted,” she said. “I love Concord. But then, at the same time, home to me is speaking Polish with my mother and sister, and the silk saris my grandma would bring from India, and stuff like that. And so, you know, it's complicated.”
Sundaram’s project also grew from a desire to connect more closely with the Worcester community: “I wanted to do something where I felt like the people I was talking to, I wasn't in a role of helping them. I was in a role of actually learning from them.”
To make connections with people willing to share their stories and have their portraits created, Sundaram attended cultural events throughout the city, made contacts through an artist circle and Holy Cross faculty and students, and extensively cold-emailed people. She got involved with community organizations like the Worcester Senior Center and Refugees and Immigrants Cultural Empowerment Massachusetts (RICEMA), attending their events, book clubs, English language lessons and tai chi classes, even when she needed a translator.
“I think it was important to me to feel like if I'm going to try to get into the community, I need to also live like I'm in the community,” she said.
“It struck me that she was really authentically and genuinely out in the community and learning about Worcester from diverse voices. This is the way we should learn,” said Leslie Schomp, assistant professor of visual arts and one of Sundaram’s advisers on the project. “And [she was] thinking about what home meant – particularly Worcester as a home, not just home in general.”
By immersing herself in these community spaces, Sundaram built what she calls a web of connections and interactions that led her to each of her subjects. Then, it was time to get to work.
Though each portrait was deeply unique to its subject, several themes connected them all: food, flowers, loved ones, landscapes, memories and more.
“I came into the process with a very rigid idea of how the process was going to go. I wanted to have three to four interviews, I wanted them to all be in person, and I wanted to be at people’s houses. It didn’t really end up working out. People have messy, complex lives,” she explained.
Sundaram adapted her interview process to include emailing, virtual meetings and even lengthy text message conversations. “I was learning so much more about people the more flexible I was. In my initial work, I was so subsumed by this idea of the perfect conversation that I was kind of treating my subjects as the means to the perfect conversation. And then when I loosened up my approach, I had a lot more fun.”
She also adapted her art style in response to the conversations. Sundaram’s primary medium is black and white pencil drawing, and she anticipated that all the portraits would follow suit. But, as her interviews progressed, she found that many of her subjects would pull out photographs to show what they associated with home. It inspired her to move into digital photo collage.
“This idea of home – it's kind of a layered thing. It's like a palimpsest that people had, especially when they moved to different places, and through time they've had many different experiences of home. Some of the people I interviewed were in their 80s, you know, [and they’ve] had so many different experiences and different ways of thinking about it. Through digital collage, I could put these things together and layer them and create transparencies and opacities and physically reflect a multifaceted, layered sense of home.”
Except digital art was an entirely new medium to Sundaram. She reached out to Rachelle Beaudoin, professor of practice in digital media, and worked one-on-one with her to learn Photoshop and other layering techniques.
“She really picked it up pretty quickly and started to do some different experiments. She was very curious. It speaks to her willingness to experiment and try things where, here's the biggest project that she's ever done, and then she's like, ‘I think that this is the best way to express what I'm trying to express, even though I'm not 100% sure how to do it,’” Beaudoin said. “She was letting the project lead the work.”